Little does one know I have depression and anxiety. I never opened up to anyone before. Those dearest to me left the world one by one adding more pain. I have been broke and jobless and hid myself from society for many years. I still hide my deepest darkest secret from my loved ones to this day afraid of threats that I might face. I struggled to move on hoping to find meaning in life because I felt useless. So I always wanted to get far away to places nobody knows me hence I developed a fondness to travel. Only equiped with a few dime and some financial aid, I made my mind to travel to at least a new place each year till my feet no longer able. Northern lights was impossible for me but I achieved it anyway. Whenever I come back from any trip I love to share how I did it. Though my language ain’t strong, that doesn’t stop me from starting a travel blog for the love of writing. Besides blogging I also use Facebook as a platform for budget travel sharing. I never felt more relaxed and happier when visiting different places, learning other cultures and try new things. It just keeps me going. I think I have found my true purpose of life…to appreciate what the earth has to give. In order to thank I strive to give back as much as I can within my capability. The feeling of satisfaction is amazing when you do a good deed. So when you feel like your world is ending, stop and think that you have a purpose in life. The monster in your mind is what’s letting you down. Breathe in breathe out and list out the things you have yet to achieve. Seek help or talk to someone you can trust and discuss on ways to overcome your problem. Do what makes you feel happy despite what others may think.