I am born in a very poor family. Everyday, all of my family members had no choice but to eat only white rice in order to survive. In some critical moment, whenever they had financial crisis, they had no more choice but to beg people to give them time and in some moment, beg forced to knee to have some concern. This had been happening since i was born until when i was 10 years old, everything started to change and become from bad to worse.
My parents, they had changed. They start to beat me with weapons such as axe and knife until i was left injured around my body. They did not talk to me for months regardless on whoever are right one. They even bang me with a car without any mercy. This had been happening for more than 10 years, not in days. While i felt lonely and being pushed apart from even sisters for years, i decided to take some hope on friendship and relationship, however nothing changed at all. Friends pushed me apart and ceased contacts with me for ridiculous reasons. No one ever speak to me at both school and neighbourhood. In relationship, my girlfriend are the most understanding of all people i ever know. Regardless on my treatment and madness, she never push me apart and willingly to go through every hardship with me. But unfortunately, when Christmas Day at year 2011 arrives, my girlfriend being stabbed twice at her back of her heart from 2 burglaries and pass away before me. Without her, i am completely alone.
I had ask my god many times. Is it inevitable or me to accept such fate that i had ever hope to avoid it? I once had the attemp to commit suicide once i feel extremely burden and pressure. But one thing come across my mind. Every advise my girlfriend told to me before she pass away, i must keep in mind that this is not the end of the world. There are more people that are more suffering from me. Examples? Beggars, disabled persons and many more. I have to try it regardless in order to make the living.
To the people that are suffering, there are hopes on you. Look at me, being unable to change my things that i ever wanted to change i never give up for years. Now i trust on what people told to me, parents are our flesh and blood. They will love you everyday and regardless of their cruel treatment. Until one day, my parents changed greatly. From monster in my eye until the angel from the heaven, i live happier than ever. I had make extreme changes to myself that i have many friends from several places. I learned that there are still hopes onto me. Every effort i had made had not in vein. So what are your choices guys and girls?