Growing up with my grand parents makes me feel that I’m alone. But my lolo always cheer me up. He makes me feel happy whenever he’s around. And teach me how to pray and be strong that I am right now.
My Dad married a woman that never given me a chance to feel that I’m being loved unless she makes me feel that I’m a rubbish that I don’t deserve to be part of their family. She even makes me feel that I’m just an illigitimate daughter of my dad. I don’t know but i did’nt feel that I belong with their growing family. That’s why my Dad decided to leave me at my Grand parent.
My grand father got sick and die earlier as expected. He’s the one attending with my needs that’s why?
At young age I manage to become a helper in my teachers house so i can study. I even ask my neighbor if i can wash their clothes so that i could have my allowance for a week.And pay my tuition fees. And as days go by i manage to graduate in secondary.
After a month i work as a dishwasher at a resto and there I met the guy that I marry. “I fell inlove with His voice “.
I married at a young age. And in fact I married a guy who is older than me. My behalf was 24 years older, but it does’nt matter. As love conquers all. I thought its easy but I feel that my in laws think that I’m a golddigger because of our age gap i choose to stay quite and don’t mind what they think of me. After a month i got pragnant and give birth with my first lovely daugther at the age of 20. That time my in laws slowly accepted me.
And as expected my second son arrived sooner. I thought God will give me two child but after 8 years i gave birth with my 3rd son. And after 4 yrs i gave birth with my youngest girl.
Happy family that I’m longing begins with my own childrens.
Through ups and down i manage to be happy. Now I’m working abroad and far away from home. But thanks to the technologies now a days i can videocall and see them anytime of the day.
Im working as a domestic helper here in Singapore and my employer was very good.
From now i can tell that its not a hindrance to have a happy family if you were from a broken family.
I am the one who build my own destiny.
My husband,My children is the one who gave happiness in my life.
Thanks to them I am whole now.