There’s this one friend, my best friend who I met since primary four, became friend in primary six up until today. Meeting her was a funny memory; we fought a lot, despised each other and we are polar opposites. We are on and off friendship, over and over. When I went up to Form 6, there’s a point where we suddenly went on cold war. I thought: are we not meant to be friends actually? Because it had happened too many times. Slowly, I realized, it’s because of our own ego, insensitivity, insecurity and intolerance. At times, I kept thinking how I should start the topic with her because I really want to mend the friendship between us. What if she’s still angry at me? There are many things that I couldn’t be compared to her such as bravery. She started the conversation between us first by wishing me on my birthday. That time I really don’t know how to act because I didn’t expect it. But I was really thankful that we had a topic to connect and then we started being together again. Beauty and the Beast was our first hangout. Then, when she failed her visa, at that time, I felt very sad seeing her frustration. But she comforted herself that if she couldn’t get her next visa, she would go to a local hospital to study. That time, deep in me, I got a little selfish. I kind of hoped she would still be in Malaysia because there were a lot of things I wanted to make up to her. But on another side of me, told me, “Don’t, that’s her dream.” Even I do have my dream to study in my public university. When I got a local university, I was both happy and unhappy because it’s far from home and it meant I would be leaving in a month time. At that time, only I realized how short one month was. Two days before I had to leave, just a few days before she had to leave to another country too, we went out and talked; we laughed and joked; but there were tears in my eyes. I didn’t want to cry in front of her. I had a lot to tell her but I couldn’t find myself to talk to her face to face. If there were a lot of things Form 6 had taught me, Form 6 didn’t teach me how to be truthful and express my feeling. To the you, thank you for being such a good friend through my dark and light and in the end, you’re the best friend that appears in my life. I don’t know where to find another you in my next life. I hope our friendship can be maintained for another 10 years, 20 years, 100 years. If there really is a limit to our friendship, I wish it’s another 10000 years. I’m really glad that in oceans of people, I met you.