Life is like a roller coaster, a bad weather, a good weather, a flower blooming, a river flowing. Everyone has their own life story to share and be kept. Me? I am a simple person with my own share of life experience and at the age of 45, with four children and 2 grandchildren. A passion that keeps me going everyday. I live life one day at a time.
I use to live as how people want me to live. Never about how I wish to. At the end I get very frustrated at little things that is not necessary. I get uptight for small things that can be resolved in a short time. My emotions was riding high all the time and I started losing friends due to my very own attitude.
When I was diagnose of having Uterine Cancer the first time, I fell apart so bad I didn’t care about anything else. Until I realized that I need to bring myself up myself and no one else is going to do that for me. I just realized that I need to be stronger for the sake of my children. So I pick up the pieces and make sure I don’t fall again through my writing. I write to release all my discomfort and happiness. And slowly I learn to adjust to positive surroundings.
Now I am on my third relapse of Uterine Cancer Stage 2 and I am not going to give up. As the saying says, you cannot cheat the angel of death all the time. So if these time, I am going to fail my journey, I will still be happy as I have a special need son who understands me and loves me, who would care for me when at times I can’t get up after my chemo treatment, I have friends who are there to listen to me blabber about anything petty. I have a person in my life who is there to just hug and tell me everything will be okay. And most of all I have ALLAH who gives me a chance everyday by waking me up from my sleep and I have another day living as I can.
So no matter how things are going to be bad, or hard or sad, keep telling yourself this, you are the chosen one to have the opportunity to be tested these great and still come out a winner. Be proud that you are one. Love yourself and be you.